Dull Dull Dull

Feed up seriously have the January blues! Not had a chance to sit down with new boss yet, trying to decide how to say - I DON'T WANT ALL THE CRAP in a nice constructive way *LOL*

Haven't heard anything from "LA" (guy i met at mates work do) possibily something to do with the fact that he's girlfriend that he was planning on leaving has announced she's expecting! and I've told him he's got no chance! *LOL* i really pick them don't I?! 2 weeks of seeing him and he announces he has been with someone for 6mths but he is finishing it and I thought ok bad but not impossible i wasnt officially seeing him and a few days later she drops that bombshell - oh well- thats life! he's spent the last few weeks trying to arrange to take me out for dinner and i've been pretty straight (as in - NO) but hasn't seemed to put him off however I can announce officially its been 3 whole days and not a peep!

On a brighter note I have booked a holiday with Lorena and Alessio - we are going to Menorca for a week and I can't wait its not til June but actually having something in writing saying i'm going away makes me feel a whole lot better!

Going for dinner with a distant aunt tomorrow night, she is over from france - she is the one that has done the majority of the family tree research - i'm looking forward to seeing her as I bet theres not much about my family she doesn't know, then on saturday i have organised lunch in chelmsford, my dads going to be there with his sister, and then a whole host of cousins that my dad knew about but lost touch with when he was a kid and that my uncle (dads cousin I found last year) doesn't even know they exist! I'm looking forward to seeing the reaction as Robin didn't think he had any family til he met my dad, and i know my dads sister is going to cry because she's been looking for them for ages!

Got another session at the studio Saturday as well - its ok.. haven't heard my first song all the way thru yet which is annoying but i'm sure, as good as i thought the chorus was when i wrote it, I will probably hate it now! I'm working on a funky house song with a DJ at the moment its harder than I thought the musics there and now i'm just trying to get the words but its hard because if you look at the songs around at the moment the are so different they have the usual song structure or very little words at all and I don't know what to go for..

BB is recovering, he is off sick at the moment after having an op so he is feeling very sorry for himself. Not sure whats going on there...he's stopped telling me he is in love with me know and the texts have dropped off a bit but his GF has moved out and its all on bad terms by the sounds - feel sorry for his poor ol' mum apparently they started the year off by having a massive row, his mum stepped in and it all got a bit out of hand bless her she don't get a min rest with him and his brothers!

Was good to see Sally last week we had a good natter and time just flew by she's liking chicago and there house looks like a small mansion from the photo's compared to our terraced houses in Telegraph place. she invited me over to stay and I think its def on the list apparently the shopping is wicked so look out sal i'll be there plastic at the ready - although I'm not falling for the old "oops went into a gay bar by mistake" malarky! *LOL*